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| mkay new post haha everytime it gets more different then my last well now im enjoying life very much so well since my last post of me being a loser i left kmart, and moved to columbus and started working at a pottery barn kids. and then got a job at aeropostal worked them both for a while hated PBK so i quit lol, then i loved aero lol it was fun, but i came to town to get my old busted subaru thinking it was fixed. well it wasnt so i was stuck in town cause ted wouldnt get me. so when he did it was 2 hrs late for work so well i lost that job and ive been jobless since, i got signed with a modeling agency John Cassablancas but so far they only been a joke they havent done crap for me so i dont worry lol i like to come home to spend time with my family alot, cause i hate columbus.... i joined the US NAVY im pretty pumped to leave | | |
| well gee haha
its been a while old friend
well like always since my last post
life has changed ALOT
im single and have been for a while
me and danyell cant stand to talk to each other anymore
which is good i think lol
my friends keep me strong
ive been caring about others alot more then myself lately
and its pretty rewarding
i want to make a difference someday
i just got hired at kmart the other day as a meat cutter lol
summer has officially started
and this bedroom is so freaking hot... blah
ive been talking to this girl as often as i can, we both are kinda busy all the time
shes young, but really sweet.. definitely more mature then most other girls too, very pretty too, and she makes me smile when we talk, i wanna talk more then we do. but its hard, i kinda like her
been thinking about college alot again... im prolly gonna do something online that way i can stay at home and be able to work more also
i cant really afford it on my own
and well my parents and i dont get along anymore at all
me and my mom talk very very rarely =/
sunday im getting a new tattoo.. a peace sign on my left wrist
ive fallen in love with life
and lately ive been fascinated with the 13 crystal skulls lol
me and nathan vowed to own one by 2012 lol haha
july me and sarah are moving in to a really reallly nice house with our friend mary... as long as everything falls through... itll be a great maturity step for us, and ill be able to truly do as i please
i live with ted now and have for a while
most of u might not know btw but a little over a month or so ago, drugs to my life over and i Overdosed after a 5 day ecstasy binge , finished the day on a few more ex pills, a oxy 80, some perks, xanys, and god knows how much pot... and went to a big kegger party... yeah well as u can tell i got pretty fucked up, and its a medical miracle that i am alive =/ but since then i hit a serious depression slump... but something changed and i wanted to change, so i quit everything, and then danyell and me started being friends again, went to the zoo talked on the phone for HOURSSS everyday, it was perfect. she started to care again, then when she started to say she liked me again something happend and she changed her mind, started liking one of my friends =( and it all went to hell.. now we dont talk anymore... and ive realized who she really is, she got me back i guess you could say, i stole her heart... she snuck in and stole mine...
but ive been repairing it with the help of my friends, and like i said i like someone now kinda sorta... well see, if not shes a great friend to have lol
uhm i have orientation at kmart in about 6 hours :( i cant sleep
but my life is slowing coming back on track after some serious falls up and down
and im going to do great things
i wanna change ppls lives some way :)
peace and lovee ya know
but im out i have to sleep, see you again in a couple months to fill you in again
this is cruz signing out
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| OMFG xanga is still alive, random update
life=okay
debt=in to deep
college=i said fuck it
work=easy and gay still almost been there a year
dating=danyell, shes cute
plan=joining the navy reserves
moving=to lancaster this summer with ted and jess\
sleep=really soon
friends=awesome
parties=amazing, always a good drunk
sex life=yeah u kno me and danyell have it good ;)
drama=negative none
hair=really sexy right now
phone=blackberry pearl-804.0784
email=cruz_lurty@tmo.blackberry.net
facebook=add me http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=506577222
myspace=very lame but add me www.myspace/x_geesus_x prolly gonna delete soon
facebook again=really awesome compaired to myspace
this blog=over! peace out
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| -----9:09am and im now leaving for skool lol haha | | |
| kay its tuesday 8am i should be at skool but my moms still in bed and i dont care to much to wake her up plus i hate first period so im just not going to go to it? lol and i just started at the start of my xanga and read EVERYTHING and my life has been pretty crazy since i started this thing and ive went through alot of girls and hard times and good times and TONS of memories lol i like it and finally i think im truely happy lol cuz im with brenna and have been for a LONG time and ive never been happer than this moment! like could only get a little more prefect lol and she knows what i mean by that... but yeah idk im gonna go fall asleep on the couch till my mom wakes up i guess lol haha then go to skool? lol Peace out everyone im gonna try and start writing in this again.... summary... weekend, friday... went with ted, droped off at the fish, fun.. saw lots of ppl i love... went to sac n save.. then me n nathanael left with aaron to go to bk where he ate(nathanael) then aaron went home then me and nathanael went to the bowling ally to find ted, found taylor gray and chelsey kessler hung out with them some old guy was a dick then he tried to fight nathanael lol then ted came back he got in a cra wreck. rear ended by a giant truck lol.... stayed all night with ted.... saturday me n ted playing rainbow 6 vegas all day... sunday still at teds played more video games... lol yesterday skool, saw brenna, HAPPY, went with luke sarah and deedra to lukes house hung out, fun, made a cute braclet that says brenna im wearing it... today skool maybe if i go i only wana go cuz i see brenna afterwards lol i love her.... kay im done typing lol xoxoxo | | |
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